I have had relationships in the past, nothing recently. Every relationship i get into just seems to fall apart and become abusive. I don't know how to find a stable, educated person who will not end up being a dick or mean. I mean i am not looking for a relationship. But if i were, i would not know where to start looking. I think i should just give up and call it a day. I dont need a relationship like some people do. I guess i will never understand that.